I went to sleep early last night so I could avoid feeling sorry for myself. So I could avoid feeling at all. I thought for a second that maybe I could be okay. I woke up at 2am, realizing that he’s never calling, that we were really over. The tears came full blast. The feeling of loneliness overwhelmed me. The feeling hasn’t sustained since I woke up a few minutes ago. I’m on the edge now, anything can push me over.

I want someone here with me but then again I don’t.

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